.....And who told you that it was selfish to love yourself ?

 In a World....High School...Society....Generation of half naked women who who are overly exposed,

There was Her.
The coolest thing is to remain your mystery.

At first she was too young, then she was Broken, Later healed and found peace, and now a 18 year old Virgin.

I like my pace, and the way I learn, and how I am figuring out who I am.

I don't down my peers who have casual sex or look down at them,

because your body is your temple do as you please.

I am that girl who has the highest standard and I think I understand love like no other.

I couldn't let different souls into mine but I don't like the sound of that.

My Jamaican hips and my African breast all are inherited and It didn't take a man or a pill to form them.

I'm authentic.

Those who are my age who let different men in them are hurting, 

and we are too young to have our happiness dependent on a man's love.

Time passes and between focusing on goals and progressing,

She never had Sex.

Love is not sex, and I can make a great man love me with out sex.

 At the highest point of loving him I will show the man who truly

deserves me how much I love him, 

By letting him enter me after he has entered a healed heart.

I got a heavy hurt, A messy soul, a reckless mind, 

and they adore the way  I carry myself.

They watch my big hips, brown sugar skin and my thick chocolate hair.

They stare but can't touch, So intimidated and words are provoked.

We are all self cautious , I am just the first to admit it.

My decision to love myself before loving someone else has made me unique.

I have no shame, at all, but I celebrate how it is possible. 

Every man may want me but non can claim to have met me.
Strong women intimidate boys & Amaze men.

I'm very conservative with myself.

I made myself vulnerable for a long time, in my past life.

I lusted. I loved things.I learned. I experienced. I grew.

I am the poetry among women who are learning the alphabet.

In a world that is over exposed, there is a woman who is fully clothed.

I am regular ole Erykah Badu in a world full of Bad Bitches.